The Good Life: I thought I was getting better. Maybe even moving on, being my own...

my-deartina:

I thought I was getting better. Maybe even moving on, being my own person for once. I assumed that I was starting to get my life together, but these past few days have made me realize that I’m not doing anything. I’ve been just been distracting myself. Distracting myself with people and random…

This kinda sums up my life.

My life is pretty pathetic right about now

I smoke a lot.

The Good Life: As I lay here swimming in dark thoughts despite the the bright warmth...

my-deartina:

As I lay here swimming in dark thoughts despite the the bright warmth of a beautiful day, I realize how truly sad I am. It all consumes me. Every negative thought, every bad idea. It eats away at me. But lately I’ve been okay with it. Because I no longer have anything left in me. I’m empty,…